I don’t know how to play backgammon. It’s
raining and the roof is leaking. There’s no electricity, so no espresso… Let’s
have some rakija.
Oh we ran an extension cable over from the
neighbours. Espresso. Open the sugar packet, stir the sugar in, put the plastic
stirrer back on the saucer. Ritual #1.
Sardonic commentary and witticisms on some
recent event—politics, art, football, something stupid some friend did last
night in the bar. Ritual #2.
Make the receipts somehow match up to send
to the donor, even though we have to stretch that one grant to cover a host of
other expenses. Sandra is a genius. We all sit on the couches or at the tables
together with our laptops and cables all mingling together.
Every now and then we all pitch in to sweep
up the courtyard or clean after a concert. Every now and then Arma freaks out
because Nani does the most cleaning. “What, like Nani is the only one with a ‘diploma’
in picking up the darn broom? Right???” Arma
starts a sardonic facebook group, ArtBeit, with hilarious photos and captions
of Nani welding, hammering, etc.
[[Today I work in an office where my coffee
is brought to my desk. I have my own desk. Also I have a phone, a work computer,
work email account, intranet. I have an assistant, who is supposed to interpret
for me, but I learned to speak Bosnian with you, so I feel confused and don’t
know what to do with her.]]
I spent three years and three months
(2007-2010) as a BVS volunteer in OKC Abrasevic in Mostar, Bosnia and
Herzegovina. I am still discovering all that those three years meant to me, but
it is no exaggeration to say that it changed my life.
If I’m being completely honest, sometimes I
freak out about the fact that I spent 3 years not earning/saving any money, or
at the very least interning at some international organization which would look
good on my resume. I spent a frantic year+ after BVS interning, working and not
getting paid, job hunting, etc. During that time, Abrasevic, with its tiny
budget, paid me TWICE! I was moved to tears by their solidarity. (Also, Kristin
extended my health insurance and BVS stipend by an extra month, at the last
minute. Thank you KF!)
But really, I would NEVER take it back.
This is who I am. This is how I become who I want to be.
In Abrasevic, the most important thing is
to show up and to be present. To talk to people. To make jokes. People are an
end in themselves. When Arma stopped being a member of the management team, he
spent even more time at Abrasevic than he had before (he had already been there
ALL the TIME)—but now he was in the café talking to people, rather than up in
his office working. (Nedzad, a longtime volunteer, took on his tasks.) Tina
said, when we discussed it, “what’s important is being here; that’s more important than what you do here.”
[[I’m tearing up again thinking about all
of them and longing to jump into a car right this minute and visit them!]]
Everyone in Abrasevic has their own
artistic dream. Even the waiters are all DJs or musicians or doing street
performances or graffiti. People are so supportive of dedication to artistic
dreams. We’re always going to the concerts of Mostar bands to hear the same
songs and going to the book promotions of Mostar (Abrasevic) poets. I also had a
poem published in an Abrasevic literary journal (Kolaps) and showed my videos
in the main hall.
One of the main things that I learned in
Abrasevic is how important PLACES are for cities. It’s like “a room of one’s
own” for urban spaces. It’s essential for Mostar to have an Abrasevic. It’s
essential for every city to have neutral urban spaces that encourage people to
come together. Like Italo Calvino’s book “Invisible Cities” (which I studied
in-depth in a video journalism course at Abrasevic), where Marko Polo tells
Kublai Khan the stories of a hundred cities, only to reveal that “all cities
are Venice”; now to me, “all cities are Mostar, and must contain an Abrasevic”.
When I move to new places, I am always looking for an “Abrasevic”. Of course I
can never find another Abrasevic, as it is irreplaceable and unique. But in my
life I combine the elements which made Abras so dear to me (solidarity,
creativity, espresso) to try to live an Abrasevicy life.
There’s nothing like putting a camera in
the hands of a young person. So exciting to see what they come up with. I have
to do this again! My life will not be complete unless I can make videos and
help young people to make videos! About Roma, skaters, beautiful ramshackle
monuments, artists, poets, musicians and activists.
I learned to film and edit video footage.
I also got some experience in grant
writing.
I learned about challenges in project
design and implementation.
I was so inspired.
I learned about the impact of political
conflict on daily life.
I was filled with hope.
- Katie Hampton, BVSer at Abrasevic from October 2007 to December 2010 (currently working in Bratunac/Srebrenica)
